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CHARISMA IN A CAPSULE BABY
05 August 2007 @ 01:13 am
I'm seeing this guy at the moment but i wanna break it of with him but i dont know how. i will wait till i get everything i need to get back - ie my money dvds and dvd player before i do. i'm soooooooooooo depresseed right now so i dropped two and a half the most i've ever dropped at once before i was gonna save them but i'm too sad now not to take them. i'm going to stop having anything to do with guys cause i found that i had feelings for this guy at the party tonight and i cannot have him. i seem to only attract a certain kind of guy not the one i want either!!!!!!!!!!i just wanna get soooo FUCKED up and DRUNK right now. I think thw pillls may be startign to kick in...mmmm brb.
 
 
CHARISMA IN A CAPSULE BABY
03 May 2007 @ 03:47 am
INSTRUCTIONS
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Wind it up - Gwen Stefani

WHAT'S YOUR OUTLOOK ON LIFE?
March on Electric Children - Blood Brothers

WHAT DOES YOUR FAMILY THINK OF YOU?
Little Things - Lilley Allen

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
SOS (Rescue me) - Rihanna

WHAT DO STRANGERS THINK OF YOU?
Blue - The Birthday Massacre

WHAT DO YOUR EXES THINK OF YOU?
Drugs work - Miss Kitten

HOW IS YOUR LOVE LIFE?
Almost Blue - No Doubt

HOW WILL YOUR LOVE LIFE BE IN THE FUTURE?
Down Down Down - The Presets

WILL YOU GET MARRIED?
The Lala song - Marilyn Manson as Christina

WILL YOU HAVE KIDS?
Phenomena - Yeah Yeah Yeahs

ARE YOU GOOD AT SCHOOL?
I want you back - The Kooks

WILL YOU BE SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE?
Hurricane - Faker

WHAT SONG SHOULD THEY PLAY ON YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Bread and butter - The Newbeats

WHAT SONG SHOULD THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
The end is the beginning is the end - Smashing Pumpkins

THE SOUNDTRACK OF YOUR LIFE?
Holding out for a hero - Jennifer Saunders

YOU AND YOUR BEST FRIEND ARE?
Looking Good - Lisa Lashes

HAPPY TIMES?
I touch myself - Blondie

SAD TIMES?
Yoo Hoo - Imperial Teen

EVERY DAY?
Wonderful Life - Tina Cousins

FOR TOMORROW?
Hella Nervous - Gravy Train

FOR YOU?
Cowboy Games - Toni Collette and the Finish

WHAT DOES NEXT YEAR HAVE IN STORE FOR ME?
Why do you love me - Garbage

WHAT DO I SAY WHEN LIFE GETS TOO HARD?
Dead from the waist down - Catatonia

WHAT DO I THINK WHEN I GET UP IN THE MORNING?
Smells like teen spirit - Nirvana

WHAT SONG WILL I DANCE TO AT MY WEDDING?
Respect - Diana Ross and the supremes

WHAT DO YOU WANT AS A CAREER?
Self Help - Turin Brakes

YOUR FAVOURITE SAYING?
E talking - Soulwax

FAVOURITE PLACE?
Take me to the back seat - the Donnas

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS? they support me so yayy!!!!!!!

WHERE WOULD YOU GO ON YOUR FIRST DATE?

Take me to the club -
 
 
CHARISMA IN A CAPSULE BABY
03 May 2007 @ 03:32 am








 
 
CHARISMA IN A CAPSULE BABY
03 May 2007 @ 02:47 am
// YOUR ROOM, WAKING UP //
01. What color are your walls? Green with darker green slobs
02. What color is your bedspread/sheets? Red and white
03. What color is your rug? I dont have a rug
04. Any posters/bulletin boards/designs in your room? Not yet, its a work in progress
05. Do you have a TV? I do indeed
06. Do you have a phone? Just my mobile
07. Do you have your own computer? HELL YEAH
08. Do you have a desk? What would my computer sit on
09. What are your most treasured belongings in your room? All my cute stuff
10. What are your most favorite things in your room? All my cute stuff
11. Do you have any fancy lights in your room? Nope

// GETTING READY //
01. What is the first thing you do when you wake up? Pee and smoke
02. Anything unusual? I like to shed my skin
03. Do you pick out your clothes the night before school? Nah work clothes or my usual comfy ones

// HOME //
When you come home are you. . .
01. Miserable? Not really only when i'm working a 55hr week at work
02. Happy? When i know ive got the next day off
03. Tired? You mean there are other ways to feel
04. LEAVE ME ALONE? Take it or leave it


// OTHER //
01. Do you take walks around your neighborhood sometimes? When i walk Foofie and soon Bootsey too
02. What are some hobbies of yours? Drinking, sleeping, drugs, eating, not eating
03. Do you collect anything? Hello Kitty, Gwen Stefani and No Doubt, CDs and DVDs
04. What do you do in your spare time? Anything other than work
05. Are you in love, or at least falling? I love but am not in love

// NIGHT TIME //
01. What do you do before you go to bed? Smoke
02. Do you kiss your parents/guardians goodnight, or just say "goodnight"? Just goodnight and sometimes "i love you"
03. What way do you sleep (ex: on your side, tummy, etc.)? My mood is different every night
04. Do you like your life? For this one i would have to say MEH, not great not shit

-------- Have You ---------
Smoked?: Started at 13, took it up all the time at 15
Been Drunk as hell?: If you knew me youd know that i would say quite a lot for quite a while
Shoplifted?: Sure when i was a kid but took stuff from an old job cause it was closing down and they werent gonna miss it and my best score is now called the fun box
Lied? Who hasnt
Betrayed a friend? Would never do that, especially to my best friend
Smoked weed? Of course and loving it
Done LSD? Sure who hasnt Lost Someone Drunk - just kidding of course also love and will do again
Done any other illegal drug? Done, loved and will do again
Screwed something not of the human race? Now thats a tricky one... hell no, leave that to jerry springer
Screwed something not alive? Nope
Cheated on someone? Not unless they deserved it - im all for revenge!!!
Used someone? I guess i have but not till after that i realised it
Paid someone for sex? Never, not unless its been 20yrs since the last time
Been paid for sex? No but would do it
Played strip poker? No yet
Skipped school? Yes
Skipped school to get high / drunk? No but should have cause i got suspended
Danced naked? Maybe cant say for sure
Danced naked in public? I've done naughty things to people and had them done to me in public several times
Flashed someone? Yes i have
Mooned someone? Oh god no, dont wanna show anyone my arse
Kissed someone? Of course kissing is fantastic
Kissed someone of the same sex? There is no other kind
Held hands? Love it
Hugged someone? Yeah
French kissed? Sure have
Had sexual fantasies? Who hasnt
Stolen money? Also yes
Stolen money from family? My mum, my dad and my brother, so everyone in my family
Stolen drugs from family? My family do drugs HA i wish
Dated someone because you heard they were 'easy'? Maybe but ive also been called easy
Had someone date you because they thought you were 'easy'? I dont know
Been called a whore? Yeah
Been called a bitch? Also yeah
Watched porn? Sure have
Taped porn? No only watch - im a voyeur
Watched porn you taped? Only on VHS
Kissed someone in a moving vehicle? Yes
Screwed someone in a moving vehicle? It wasnt moving at the time
Tried to kill yourself? Never serious enough to ever go throgh with it
Tried to kill someone else? Only in my dreams
Told someone you hated them? I'm only human
Told someone you loved them and didn't mean it? Especially when im drunk


Would you ever date someone younger than you? Yes and have
Someone older? Have and will again
Have you ever smoked weed? Same as above
Ever been drunk? Duh are u stoopid
Been in love? Thats a big YES!!!!!!!!
Loved someone who you knew you couldn't have? Also a big YES!!!!!!
Gotten in a car accident? Yeah
Broken a bone? Nope but i wanna wear a cask or is that drink one
Had your heart broken? OMG yes!!
When was the last time you cried? A couple of weeks ago
Last time you said I love you to someone? Tonight
Last time you laughed? Tonight
Where do you see yourself in 10 Years? God only knows cause i dont
What age do you see yourself married at? NEVER ITS AGAINST THE LAW
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? No way i need all of the bed to myself
If you could dye your hair one color what would it be? Black and red
Have you ever been skinny-dipping? Only is spa dipping counts
Do you eat chicken with fingers or with a fork? Fingers why make more mess
Would you rather give or receive? Give only to one person but receive from everyone else
How many homes have you lived in total? 5
Do you play any instruments? Nope
One pillow or two? Just one perfect one
Do you get along with your parents? As much as the next person
Do you drive & if so what kind of car do you have? Yeah and a small mirage
Whats your favorite color(s)? Green
Do you work? HELL YEAH
Whats your favorite food(s)? I LOVE FOOD (which is the problem)
Do you have braces? Nope but wanted them in high school
When was the last time you went on a date? God only knows
Have you ever been in serious trouble? Who hasnt
Why is the sky blue? Cause its sad
Who was your first crush? My first true love
When you meet a person of your preferred sex, you first notice their? Everything
Are you the romantic type? YES and YES
Have you ever been chased by cops? No

that is all.........
 
 
CHARISMA IN A CAPSULE BABY
03 May 2007 @ 02:15 am


You are The Tower


Ambition, fighting, war, courage. Destruction, danger, fall, ruin.


The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal. Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a result.


The Tower is a card about war, a war between the structures of lies and the lightning flash of truth. The Tower stands for "false concepts and institutions that we take for real." You have been shaken up; blinded by a shocking revelation. It sometimes takes that to see a truth that one refuses to see. Or to bring down beliefs that are so well constructed. What's most important to remember is that the tearing down of this structure, however painful, makes room for something new to be built.


What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

 
 
 
CHARISMA IN A CAPSULE BABY
22 April 2007 @ 12:07 am
Haiku2 for letme_eat_cake
scene burger baby
gravy train breaking up date
with the pains take this
@
Created by Grahame
 
 
CHARISMA IN A CAPSULE BABY
02 March 2007 @ 12:38 am
without my distractions i can see that my life is nothing but with them they make my life nothing
 
 
CHARISMA IN A CAPSULE BABY
14 January 2007 @ 01:14 am
i am the most pathetic loser in the histroy of everything that has ever exisited!!!!!
 
 
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
 
 
CHARISMA IN A CAPSULE BABY
06 December 2006 @ 10:58 pm
crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real


there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming/confusing
this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling/I can't seem


to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
distracting/reacting
against my will I stand beside my own reflection
it`s haunting how i cant seem...

to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing confusing what is real

there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming,confusing what is real
this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling,confusing what is real
 
 
Current Mood: drunkdrunk
Current Music: Jeff Buckley - Hallelujah & Linkin Park - Crawling
 
 
CHARISMA IN A CAPSULE BABY
30 November 2006 @ 10:08 pm








 
 
Current Mood: drunkdrunk
Current Music: Julie Brown - The Homecoming Queen's Got A Gun